|How often do I vent? Do I vent Too much? I have found a Need to talk. I have found a place to vent. You neednot read this . This is really just for me and anyone that feels close to me. I wish to be friends with any and all, but be forewarned I flirt, I am an adult my mind is full of MATURE CONTNENT and it slips out in conversation. So if I ask your age it usually is for that reason. Also the same goes for married individuals - my husband of 20 years knows that I am a flirt - and is ok with it. Is your spouse or lover ok with me flirting with you? if not just tell me to keep it clean and I will. If you are under 21 give me some fair warning won't ya you are all young enough to be a child of mine. I have no children - but the fuzzy kind. In High school my nick name was mom so if you need a non bias motherly ear I will listen.|
PEACE and BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS
and yet my brain and heart are cold. THEY pop in and out thinking that I do not notice. Every visit a slice to my soul. I write this here because not everyone reads this. Quiettt is missing and brkoe my heart and He who must not be named pops in and never says a thing. narry a word and I am denied even a hint, a i, a simple courtsey of a Howdy. IT HURTS and I can not stop the hurt.
Safety Love and Peace I send to All
I'm sure not many if any read this so I feel safe to put my feelings here and not scare any one I just need the release of words.
I take meds for anxiety and depression there are nights like tonight that I feel that they are not working as they should. I can not afford to tell anyone because I can not afford the bills. Pain and fear are keeping me awake again. Tears cloud my eyes as I write this. All I want is for one specific person to say hi to me and my shoulder to stop hurting then I could possibly sleep and exercise and loose the weight that is causing the rest of my physical pain. I am pathetic. I am miserable. I wish That I never got to be this age and I am wishing that I will not get any older. But they need me. I guess that is the only reason I exist. I do not say that I live. I exist, from day to day, that is all.
I am a PaganI am a child of nature
She loves.She loves to be bitten
Bondage Come to my dungeon
Australian KissesSensuous exhaustion, you look tired
I Dreamt About You Last NightIn my dream.